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My Appologies... [Aug. 2nd, 2010|08:40 am]
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[mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]

I hardly use this anymore, or even visit the site.

First it was Myspace, which I also hardly ever use, now it's Facebook.

I deleted my Myspace account and started a new one, just to get rid of the old comments and shit from my ex. I really wasn't interested in seeing them again.

I need to change some things on here, and maybe save a copy of it for the purpose of remembering the past.

I'm 30 years old now, and my name is Nathaniel H. Curtis. Look me up on Facebook if you are interested.
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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2004|11:22 pm]
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This journal is now friends only.

Leave a comment if you wish to be added....
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My Current Top 5 Bands [Mar. 10th, 2004|04:59 am]
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[music |The Cure: "This Twilight Garden"]

1.) The Cure
2.) Cocteau Twins
3.) Clan of Xymox
4.) Depeche Mode
5.) Wolfsheim
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Song Title Thing [Mar. 7th, 2004|06:50 pm]
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[mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]
[music |The Cure: "Harold & Joe"]

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song titles by that band: The Cure

Are you female or male: Boys Don't Cry

Describe yourself: A Strange Day

How do some people feel about you: Untitled

How do you feel about yourself: All Cats are Grey

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: To Wish Impossible Things

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Maybe Someday

Describe where you want to be: This Twilight Garden

Describe what you want to be: The Figurehead

Describe how you live: A Few Hours After This

Describe how you love: Just One Kiss

Share a few words of wisdom: There is no if....
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Absent [Mar. 1st, 2004|03:29 pm]
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[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Bel Canto: "Unicorn"]

I've been so absent. Not that I'm caring so much.

I make no promises, but the thought of going out tonight makes me smile.

The beauty is falling.... Falling beneath me.

I'd like to get really lost in something. Something emotional, beautiful, and ethereal. Something like a dream but while I am awake. I'd like to disconnect for a while.

Tears like ice will form crystals in a deep ocean of thought and melt away like snow in the afternoon sun.
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Bring It [Feb. 28th, 2004|05:07 am]
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[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Depeche Mode: "Halo"]

I watched the movie "28 Days Later" and enjoyed it very much. I also rented "Freddy vs. Jason" just for the hell of it. I will be watching that soon.

It's weird. Right now I can't relate well to women I know who break up with men who aren't that bad, simply because it reminds me of what happened to myself and the bitterness that ensues. Then there's the men breaking up with women part that I also can't relate well to because I've dealt with too much drama over the past year. I've done a great job at becoming a little cold, although a heart made of ice can shatter just as easy as a warm one....

For me, what hasn't fallen apart already can go ahead and fall as well. Perhaps it will give me the change I need. As weak as I may seem at times, I can also be strong as hell. Bring it on.
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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2004|06:58 pm]
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[mood |okayokay]
[music |U2: "A Sort of Homecoming"]

I'm staying home tonight.
I'd much rather be alone than deal with certain people.
Looks like it's a Blockbuster night for me.

My hair is annoying when it gets too long, but when it is cut, it seems too damn short. *shrugs*

If everything seems to be mess or changing dramatically, expect more. It is that time. Whether it's politics or personal, I don't think this is a time for stability.

Not sure if it has to do with Uranus moving into Pisces, but I seriously doubt it is all just a coincidence.
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.... [Feb. 27th, 2004|12:56 am]
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[mood |blankblank]
[music |Bel Canto: "Unicorn"]

The less of which once was is now more than ever.
Taken from the leaves and snow of the cold winter air.
The beauty of it all falls like rain in the night.
The swirling mists call like frigid echos in the deep.
They all weep as the chorus plays to the tune of a gasping breath.
To cry tears like shimmering stars through frost on a window.
To love one is to risk it all....
The beauty and tragedy are one in the same.
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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2004|09:11 pm]
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[mood |blankblank]
[music |The Tea Party: "Angels"]

I saw a really hot Goth girl yesterday at Valencia. Too bad I looked like shit.

I miss having a girlfriend, but I doubt I have much to offer one other than friendship, love, sex, care, and loyalty. They seem to want more than just that, or they don't want any kind of commitment. heh
Sorry, I am just not as good as I can be right now, and I refuse to be in anything other than a monogamous relationship.

I was tired as hell last night, so I didn't go out like I had planned. Sometimes getting ready is just too much of a pain in the ass.
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I assure you that I am NOT a hippy or vegetarian. hehe [Feb. 24th, 2004|08:54 pm]
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[mood |amusedamused]
[music |The Cure: "Disentegration"]

Bet you practice Wicca or Paganism or possibly more liberal Christianity. You probably love Dead Can Dance, anything ethereal, and might be vegetarian. You probably also like to hug people.

What kind of goth are you?

Created by ptocheia

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